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ive been entirely discouraged to continue this frivolous pursuit of happiness
you wont find her cuz im hiding her, you must love me, for she doesn't exist.
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[09 Oct 2005|07:30pm] |
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best weekend everrr. i am a happy person.
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[06 Oct 2005|11:36pm] |
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even better
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[23 Sep 2005|08:12pm] |
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bumble bee shoes
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[23 Sep 2005|08:07pm] |
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so i called my mom right after school today. i was so excited and right when she answered i yelled
"Happy Birthday!!!"
and then my mom said,
"today's not my birthday"
in this really confused slash sympathetic voice. anyways i thought that was funny because i actually thought i had remebered her birthday but it's not til next month. i felt stupid. but my mom really didn't care, she was just happy to hear from me! this summer is going to be so much fun when i get to go visit her.... and thats my story for today.
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| lucid dreams |
[13 Sep 2005|08:07pm] |
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my dreams are so realistic. its dissapointing waking up. i swear i live another life in another world. no joke.
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| not so bad |
[08 Sep 2005|02:24pm] |
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i spilt a whole tube of gogurt yogurt on myself just as i was about to leave for school this morning. it had made a huge mess. i had yogurt all over my sweater, in my hair and all over my pants. what a terrible time for this to happen, right as i was prasing myself for leaving on time. anyways, all i would like to state, is that in the midst of this occurance, i was able to maintain as i cleaned the stain off my sweater, rinsed my hair and changed my pants. i ended up arriving to school on time, and my day didnt turn out to be a huge dissaster. awesome.
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| its my party |
[19 Aug 2005|04:19am] |
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my birthday is tomorrow. my dad bought me a laptop. happy brithday to me. im happy.
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| im still hungry |
[11 Aug 2005|12:21am] |
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i dont like those damn teenagers making my food at water parks. with their "i don't give a damn" attitude. well i do! if im going to be paying 7 dollars for a paper plate with a handfull of microwavable fries and three strips of chicken on it. you better be kissing my ass, because im the one whose paying for your new tan with the heart decal so you'll have a pale heart on your damn hip thinking you look so god damn hip! oh and don't talk to me like you dont want to be talking to me. because i sure as hell dont want to be talking to you, i dont want to watch you and your god damn boyfriend mocking me as i order your god damn poop of a food. which by the way , is way over priced. god damn teenagers with thier hip hop, acting like they know whats going on. oh and with your tight clothes and heavy rolls. with those stringy bikinis and cheesburger asses. think your cool with your belly button pierced , your plastic nails and your "OH MY GODS". damn teenagers keep tryin to be cool.
so i went to raging waters today.... i' had a good time.
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[23 Jul 2005|03:48am] |
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im drunk. ha im drunk fuck bitch im drunk.
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[22 Jul 2005|11:18pm] |
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its so so hot
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| you know |
[16 Jul 2005|03:08am] |
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its very liberating to be able to be honest with yourself and others. being genuinly nice to those who deserve it. and being honest to those who don't deserve it.
being able to say your truly sorry is one of the most enlightening things.
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[05 Jul 2005|03:52pm] |
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so iraq has a new nationsl anthem, and i've been getting emails from my family to memorize it by december 05. im having a hard time pronouncing some of the words. but im having fun making up my own melody.
"yes iraq is cool go to school!!"
"dum-doo-lee!!"
my translation of the anthem.
but seriously, im happy.
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| good |
[22 Jun 2005|01:05am] |
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life is good. i am happy. i love my friends.
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| i know, i am vain |
[14 Jun 2005|12:58am] |
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i wish i was filthy rich. i don't want anything but money. i'd be so happy. i could have anything i want. i would be beautiful if i had money. i would be fun if i had money. i would be happy if i had money.
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[27 May 2005|11:07pm] |
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queens of the stone age |
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shool is out, finally
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| bad call |
[15 May 2005|12:46pm] |
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i called my mom today. i was really excited to talk to her. i wanted to tell her how wel i was doing in school. i wanted her to be proud of me. i wanted to make her happy.
but she wasn't listening. she didn't hear me talking. she didn't acknowledge my happiness. she didn't notice the importance in my words.
she just changed the subject. and started ranting about how my dad is selfish.
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| finally |
[14 May 2005|06:14pm] |
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im quitting the smoking
(hopefully)
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[14 May 2005|03:54pm] |
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my ipod is such a weirdo.it hasnt been working for the past few days and now its up again.but i totally dont trust it.its been fucking around with me.it works for a few days and then dies.
i went grocery shopping today.theres so much food at my house.im eating it all.
i have to start my art final.
2 weeks left of school!
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